Beevis& Butthead

When can I catch a break? I just need to stop worrying about things, and go with the flow. Like I said a couple days ago, I add a lot of my own stress. I guess it all comes back to me being a masochist. I wish I could foresee into the future and know what things will cause me trouble, so I can avoid them. I think I just have too high expectations for things, and when they don’t reach my expectation I kind of freak out, in a panic sort of way. Not good, I know. I’m working on it. I just have too many things interlocking together in my life, that if one things doesn’t work out, everything gets out of control. That’s where I’m at right now, out of control. I like to have control in my life. It’s the one thing I think I potentially have a say in. It’s ok though, things could be worse. I at least know I have some positive things going on in my life. I see the the glass, half there. I’m a realist. Not half full, not half empty, just half.

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~ by Lauraige on 06/29/2010.

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